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         "Did you like question ten Moony?" asked Sirius as the emerged into the entrance hall.
"Loved it," said Lupin briskly.
"'Give the five signs that identify
the werewolf.' Excellent question."                            
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[12 May 2012|08:07pm]
Private:
So, it's back to bottling things. At least, it is somewhat. Or, maybe "bottling" isn't exactly the right term because I have been speaking to people. I only haven't been sharing everything, which is...

Not go ideal. Lily would box my ears, I'm sure. The problem is figuring out what I can even tell my friends about these days. I know Lily asked me to keep her updated on everything with Nic, but then I can't help but feel that it goes too far after a point. Telling Sirius anything? That's right out. James is in a similar boat as Lily. Peter would inevitably tell any of the others. I don't want to drive them off or to annoy them or to put down anything that would cause more of a rift. A rift. That's what it is, I suppose. The wartime is getting to us all, isn't it? I feel like

This isn't helping

No, it helps. It just doesn't help enough, talking to myself about it all. Things are falling apart. I've been getting along better with the bloke who punched me in the face than with Sirius. I don't know if I have this mental roadblock with him now. The Cruciatus, of everything he could have cast - the way he keeps trying to incite a reaction from the Death Eaters. I know it's only a matter of time before they answer him with something awful. Lily said that maybe the war is getting to him, maybe more than most of us. I think she was right.

I also think chiming in to Catie could have been a mistake, as much as it could have been the smartest thing I've done lately. Staying with Peter and Sirius wasn't meant to be long term. I have a job. I could afford a cut of the rent, if this goes through. Mrs McKinnon may well appreciate that I could defend her daughter, should anything happen. Still, on the other side of things, it's getting closer to someone else. Secrets get harder to guard with a closer proximity. It's only that can't but accept that if I stay with Sirius for much longer, we'll be at each other's throats again.
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[20 Apr 2012|11:30pm]
I'd like to take a line from the broadcast tonight, only I'll put a slightly different spin on it: more than Muggle-borns having every ability to succeed at their jobs and enrich society as a whole, they also have every ability to make a difference on a more personal level. I realise this is a sentimental angle, but that doesn't invalidate it. I'll hold onto the names, lest they get unfairly pulled into any remarks - my intention isn't to make trouble for them - but my life has been better for having the privilege to know several brilliant individuals who, coincidentally, also happen to be Muggle-borns.
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[17 Apr 2012|06:53pm]
Marauders & Lily:
I think, for the first time, I'm going to have to miss an Order meeting. I know it isn't the best move in the wake of everyone talking about a leak, but Ni something came through for an off-the-books bartending job; I can't risk losing it before I've even had it a week.
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[12 Apr 2012|03:01pm]
James and Lily:
I think last night is on the verge of going more public than the Daily Prophet suggesting Unforgivables came from both sides. Rita Skeeter has a witness's account of one of ours casting the Cruciatus; Nic did some investigating on her own and asked Skeeter directly about it.

I don't know how long us being quiet will hold up. I didn't include Si I wanted to talk to you both first. Predicting how Sirius will react is impo a wager I couldn't make on my own.
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[09 Apr 2012|04:50am]
Marauders & Lily:
I'm going to preface this by saying that I know you all have my best interests at heart. I know that, and it isn't that I don't appreciate the notion of it.

I had a chat with Lily this morning, and I'm not going to finger-point. I'm also not going to make this a list of specifics because I don't have a full scope of what goes on where I can't see or read. Short and snappy: the things we tell each other in confidence are told in confidence. We've been friends for years; I see absolutely no reason why there is ever a need to take entrusted information and go clandestinely around each other's backs. More tailored to the moment, then, let me say I expect anything that involves me and is argued on my behalf, or draws on some private matter that I have told you four about, to be run by me first. Or, at the very least, have the consideration to let me know before I find out through another channel.

I'm not going to pretend like I'm not cross. I don't mind support, and I never have. Don't misconstrue support with willingly antagonising others when I'm not aware of it. And, for the love of God, don't let me hear any of you have been threatening others in my name. I would never do these things to any of you.

Nic:
I was searching for something to open with, and I'm sorry, Nic. The most I came up with was: "Happy Monday."
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[30 Mar 2012|12:04am]
Lily:
Could I ask a favour of you? I need an honest opinion.
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[26 Mar 2012|03:19pm]
I promised myself I would be brief this time, so I only wanted to take a moment to extend a heartfelt thank-you to everyone who pitched in throughout the weekend.

Sturgis:
I did come across a few places that seem to be repeat offenders for possible werewolf attacks, but my progress was somewhat stalled since my weekend ended up being a bit busy. I'm digging back in now, but I could use some more files to check through.

Maurauders & Lily:
I did my best to tune out the protests the other day, but now I find myself waiting for the other shoe to drop and for some obscene amount of legislation to be passed. I can't - and then I absolutely can - believe someone rallied for those like me to have round the clock surveillance.

Sirius, Peter, Lily:
Also, time goes way too fast. What are we doing for James tomorrow?
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[23 Mar 2012|05:31pm]
Firstly, I must credit Brutus Scrimgeour for raising the idea in the first place. I also must give due credit to the Minister and Mr Ernshaw for their approval and assistance in the coordination of this.

Secondly, an orator I am not, but there is a message I want to relay on the journals. If everyone would be so kind as to keep it circulating - pass it along, tell anyone who will listen - I think this might pull together into something immensely helpful.

Diagon Alley has seen damage by this war before, and it hasn't been the only place to see nightmares of the worst kind. It is an obvious statement, I know, but the fact is that these unforgiving moments leave fellow civilians in need of aid. Law Enforcement has protected us and is handling investigations, and those at St. Mungo's have been working round the clock to save lives. The rest of us have may have a role, as well: there is much to do in the way of cleaning, more in the way of rebuilding; so, for those of us who have even just a moment and the ability to pitch in, your help would go a long way in this aftermath.

That being said: a clean-up effort is being undertaken in Diagon Alley. Everyone is welcome to assist, but in order to assure safe protocol and to allow the D.M.L.E. to work unhindered, I have been given some ground rules that everyone should fully understand before setting out:
- Stay out of the quarantined areas; you'll see those magically roped off. These are areas where the buildings are too unstable and unsafe.
- Do not approach or touch any bodies that you may find. The D.M.L.E. is certain the vast majority have been found, but any remaining will more than likely be Inferi, and they will need to be processed by D.M.L.E. staff. If you encounter a body, please alert the D.M.L.E. around Diagon.
- Put any trash and ruined items in a large pile. The exception to this will be potions, which should be kept separate. If a bottle appears to be broken, float it instead of touching it, but that's really a good safety rule for anything.
- No one under the age of 18 helping, please.

Order of the Phoenix:
I have previously spoken to Brutus Scrimgeour on the journals about an organised and peaceful protest, and he's since contacted me about setting that into motion. I realise there may be some dissent about a protest, but I would safely say those will happen, regardless. We may as well be in with those civilians, keeping alert for any Death Eaters trying to stop them or attack.

More importantly, though, he mentioned the idea of a clean-up day. Needless to say, I'm with him on that. It's a good deal more useful than outright protesting, and it carries a possibly stronger message of support.
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[23 Mar 2012|01:55pm]
Stuart Ernshaw:
I know you're likely busy, and fielding journal entries from the public may not be top priority, so I just want to preface this that I understand if you haven't the time to answer. Apologies if this isn't something you handle, as well. I wasn't certain of the right channel or approach.

I was speaking with Brutus Scrimgeour earlier, and the idea of a clean-up effort surfaced. While I'm certain our Law Enforcement department is actively working in Diagon Alley, still, I was wondering if there is any protocol or allowance for civilian aid in either approved areas, or with stipulations about what civilians could do.

Thank you for your time, sir.
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[20 Mar 2012|10:41pm]
Nic:
How are you holding up?

Marauders & Lily:
Sirius mentioned this on Alice's entry, and I tag-alonged onto his response, but I just wanted to make sure you all know that I'm going to keep watch on Diagon Alley for the next few days.
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[15 Mar 2012|01:31am]
Nic:
Are you aiming to be to purists what Jane Goodall is to primates?
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[12 Mar 2012|09:45pm]
Marauders & Lily:
I feel like I'm wearing this ward out with all the writing I've been doing, but this should be the last for a bit. Late on Saturday, I had a talk with my parents, and the agreement was that moving was the best decision for them. I'll skip the details; tomorrow morning they're leaving. No obligations, mind you, but if you wanted to say a farewell-for-now, then tonight or on the bright would be best.
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[11 Mar 2012|01:28am]
Nic:
Is there any chance you're still awake?
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[09 Mar 2012|03:52pm]
Marauders & Lily:
I don't think I've said thank you to the four of you half as much as I should have. That would likely be because you would tell me to shut up after the twentieth time, but you all know that I'm grateful for everything. My parents are, as well.

What I Sirius, Pet The gist of it is that I've been taking stock of the situation my family now exists in, and asking for help is bloody hard, even if I haven't made up my mind about anything. Hypothetically, then: Sirius, Peter, if it came to a scenario where I was able to talk my parents into going somewhere far away and safe, do y wo I would do you think I could leech off you for a temporary stay? Until I could figure something out for the long term, at least.

Nic:
How is everything in your neck of the woods?
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[07 Mar 2012|01:40am]
Marauders & Lily:
I know it's the wee hours, and you're not all as nocturnal as I am - and, beyond that, this isn't something I believe I need to wake any of you over.

I'm at St M There wasn't an attack or any life-threatening emergency. That's the good news. I don't want to drag this out or make a scene, either, so the bare bones of what happened was a wake-up call concerning my father's health. Too much stress and not enough resting caught up with him. Bottom line: the healers are calling it a mild heart attack, he will be fine with rest, and my mother is presently telling him that he can't check himself out until the healers clear him to leave.

I'm at Mungo's with them. It wasn't meant to be a night for sleeping, at any rate, and I do want to catch one of the healers to ask a few questi-

Think I see one now - will write more later.
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[05 Mar 2012|11:57pm]
Nic:
I'm really not certain how to start this, but I was thinking something along the lines of: "I'm sorry that I'm terrible at communication."
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[02 Mar 2012|02:29pm]
By the time I'm accustomed to it being one month, we've already moved onto the next. Although, mind you, I have absolutely no complaints about heading into March and being that much closer to warmer weather.

Order of the Phoenix:
This is belated news, and I'm sure enough of you are already aware, but the journals seem to be open season once again for apparent members of Greyback's group. I wouldn't ask anyone to intentionally bait them unless willing, but if any of them engage you, subtly trying to get them to give information on themselves or their whereabouts would be a big help.

Otherwise, we have civilians talking back to them, while they roam freely. And that is not good at all when it comes to a group even less bound to follow the rules of society than Death Eaters.
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[27 Feb 2012|02:05pm]
Has anyone else ever had a moment of turning over a word in your head so much that it suddenly stops making sense? That probably sounds halfway mental, and I'm sure there's a better way to phrase this. I started with "drawer", and, the next thing I know, it starts to seem like a funny string of letters more than a term with any meaning behind it.

Marauders & Lily:
Aside from the fact that I have newsprint burned into my retinas, it's probably a sign that I've been holed up in my room and pouring over newspapers for too long when I open my journal and begin scrutinising what people wrote for hints of dark creature attacks.

Actually, I I wandered out just a moment ago to recall what the rest of the world looked like, and nearly woke my father up. I know that probably seems an out-of-the-blue thing to add, but after almost stumbling into a conversation I probably wasn't meant to hear the other night, it really is a relief to think it was likely only my mother telling him to take a day off to rest. I'm fairly sure she threatened to make him go to a healer if he didn't, but if it works, then it works.
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[23 Feb 2012|03:36pm]
Marauders & Lily:
I've been elbow-deep in old Muggle newspapers, trying to draw lines between reported attacks and seeing if anything leads to Greyback.

Also, since I learned my lesson about not telling the four of you things: I have a date on Saturday.

So, how are the patrols going?

Sturgis:
I haven't come across anything more substantial than a possible attack here and there by "wild dogs", but it's hard to make anything of them. I have them copied and stored, but I was wondering if the Ministry has records on werewolf or vampire attacks. If I had dates and locations that were picked up on by the Ministry, I might have a better idea of where to look when it comes to Muggle papers.
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